Thursday May 26, 2016.

Last night we had the dreaded talk.  In our car after doing our last delivery to Gregory.  It was a big beauty deep colored moon.  I'v been kind of feeling it brewing and coming.  We cried together and we are going to part ways after I find something wonderful.  I'm really going to miss him- but i feel so firm in my decision that we are doing the right thing.  I couldn't sleep tonight and the sun has risen.  I hope this isn't the beginning of any more sleepless nights.  Oh well, i will make it through- i am determined.  It's going to be hard to live without him at first- but i know we both really need this.  <3 p="">

"Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened."  

Last night's dream

I dreamt i was at a huge rectangular park that was next to a water park with huge slides that were really long. Emerson was there being my friend and talking like a cowboy.  He was the only person I recognized.  In the dream he had a girlfriend.  He slid down a different slide than the one i did.  I rode the slide about 4 times at least. Then it was nighttime and i realized we were all students there.  There were people walking across the big park that night to class! 

I ended up walking into a class with a few, handful of other students- all male, some were black.  I felt comfortable in that class but i did not know anyone, not even the grumpy old male teacher with glasses.  I was looking for clues to where i was.  I wondered what hapened to Emerson.  

Today I got my first brazilian.

It was at a shop in Rosemead across from the cemetary.  I feel like Aphrodite who has risen from the sea.