thinking

Ive been doing a lot of deep thinking lately. Soul searching. Looking within. Today i wanna rest and prepare myself for the big changes i need to make. I wish i had some guidance, someone who even understands the profound enlightenment i am going through. I just get so excited about the information im channeling, and i wanna share with everyone. ...But not everyone is ready to understand. So i'll just not speak about it. If they really wanted to believe me, they would come and ask. I need to consistently practice diligence and self control. I believe in me.