Life...
is about living, and learning. Learning how to love, and learning how to give.
But I am learning that sometimes- you need to learn to stop giving when you aren't being helped back at all- or if you're becoming disempowered by the way you feel. I'm learning to let go. To be strong. To think clearly, and to make the best decisions for myself- no matter how uncomfortable i may be or how much it actually hurts me to choose.

I just feel so alone in this pregnancy.  I wish he cared.  He helped make it.