There's no denying that I love him. Everybody knows it. Our friends, him, me. But it's not the kind of love that is demanding or giving stipulations to. It's unconditional. I don't like to impose my feelings onto anybody and when i love someone- i just do and act accordingly. I would be lying if i said that sometimes i don't wonder what we would be like if we were actually "together"... I mean- there are so many things that i love about him but above all i love that he is always there for me. I've never had anyone completely welcome me into their home, their circle, their family, their life, without any reservations. Even when he was tied up he still looked out for me and let me stay at his pad even though he knew he could lose everything because of it. Apparently i have a soft spot for people who do things for me when I don't ask them to.