Sunday, September 2, 2012

I had a haunted dream last night; which is a dream where i'm visited by a ghost.  This dream was longer but i only remember the last part of it now.  I was in a strange house hiding out in a room with all the cats (Daphne, Daisy, Ella, Toru),   It was night time and there was an over-powering vibration of fear lurking in every part of the house, but the room we were hiding in we felt safer than any other room.  The lights were turned on in every room- but they casted an eerie yellow glow.  I opened the door to peek outside and Toru slipped out and ventured beyond the room. I hated the fact that i had to come after him, but even in my dreams- I love my kitty enough to go and collect him from whatever dangers lay beyond the room within the house.  I claircognizantly knew that the house was haunted by the spirit of a ghost.  Something/someone sent a thought to my head:  "This house is haunted by L3fty's ghost."  I felt a sadness inside cus of course- in my dream i believed my friend was dead.  I silently tiptoed through the scary house and it looked like a house in L.A. would look on the inside- old, and kinda falling apart.  I felt an all pervading sense of him- his spirit- all throughout the house, watching me.  I felt watched the whole time i was in the house.  And as chilling as it was being alone in that house - but i felt a sense of confidence within, cus i picked up on the spirit's love and affection for me (as if it really were N0ahs spirit.)  The emotions i felt besides fear, uneasiness, sadness, were- pain, heaviness, regret. And thats all i can remember.

I was a bit upset when i woke up cus my first thought, How the fuck would i dream about his ghost if he's not dead?  And now i just want him to call me so i know he's okay.  :/ I more strongly belive that someone's spirit was reaching out to me in my dreams last night in connection to him- but who, i dont know.  My best guess would be his dad.  But i'm curious to know as to what the purpose for making ocntact with me would be.  But i know his father's spirit is probably the most non-relenting spirit when it comes to trying to get my attention.  I feel like he just doesn't want me to give up on his son. :/

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