A new direction.

Hi Blogger!  It's nice to write and confide in you again.  Let me update you on my major life changes.  I'/m actually pregnant as I write this, but i can't keep it, and i'm scheduled to go take the abortion pill with my gynecologist tomorrow.  I'm so glad because this pregnancy is unlike any i've ever had.  I went to see Dr. Ling on Saturday actually and he confirmed I was 6 weeks, 1 day.  I've always felt extreme exhaustion in my other pregnancys (especially past the 7/8 week mark), but for this one, i've been dealing with EXTREME nausea.  I cannot keep anything I eat down.  I havent had a real meal that stayed down in 2 days. Marv1n has been very supportive during my sickness.  We have been working very hard for the past 9 months.  12 hour days +, 7 days a week, no days off except the day we moved into our Arcadia home.

Oh so for some good news because my mind is wandering and i'm losing the motivation to journal.  Today is my fathers birthday!  I love him very much, and i hope he knows that.  I live far and due to my pregnancy cannot show up to his birthday dinner, or got him a gift, but i am grateful for his positive influence in my life.  Today at Kiki's Bakery I found a purse under a chair.  I'm not going to my lie, my mind told me to take off with it, but ultimately I knew it was wrong and i knew better so I notified Kiki's about it ( so chances of it being returned to original owner is higher.  Overall, I feel proud of the woman i've become.  Not to mention I recently experienced this at work!  I found a wad of cash by the fireplace, and i returned it to its owner.  Lovely, because her name?  Turned out to be Angel.<3 p="">
That's how i know:  There are divine arrangements.  I believe God put me in the path of these "lost items" because he knew whar type of a person I am, and he knew these items would be returned.  He blessed these people with putting me into their web of life.. even though i might not ever meet the owner of the purse.  I'm honestly happy about who I am today.  I feel passionate and strong, motiated and bursting with love and to share my gifts with the world.  Overall, I know i'm blessed.  Thank you Universe.