I just miss you a whole bunch even though i just saw you last night. =(

Dear Angels

I ask all the angels of nature and all benevolent spirits of light- to aid and assist my baby Reba in passing on to the next life. She was a good cat. Sweet, warm, affectionate, loving, forgiving, and kind. She loved me- and Universe- i thank you, for i realize you couldnt have sent me a better friend during this time in my life. We met- and changed each others lives forever... I'm glad i was able to make yours a little bit better. I am forever grateful to my beautiful Reba- so please, i allow and pray- for her peaceful journey onwards. I wish for her more peace, love, and wellness. She was a furry orange cat, so graceful and divine... may your beautiful kindred spirit forever be a part of me. Thank you Thank you Thank. I love you, my baby. I'll love you forever. I will never forget the days spent, laying around, cuddling with you on my bed. You made life wonderful. our relationship was meaningful, and full of love. You loved me unconditionally... and for that... i will forever love you Reba.

My Reba

I'm so sad. I miss Reba so much already. I'm so beside myself with this. I didn't see her at all this morning. She usually wakes me up and lays with me in bed in the a.m. until the afternoon. Her days were spent roaming the house, napping in the living room, or sitting beside me on my bed. She was so loving. So affectionate, so Reba. She was my baby. By the middle of the day i realized she was missing. I called everywhere- inside the house, outside the house, strangely i assumed she had explored the neighborhood beyond the confines of her usual areas. When Lynete came home I asked her if she had seen Reba. Realizing neither of us have all day (which is VERY unlikely because she is always somewhere in the house) we went looking. We asked John - the guy who lives behind us, and he let her know that... the next door neighbor had called in the morning to let him know there was a dead cat that had appeared half "eaten' on their front yard. He buried her under the orange tree. I walked by earlier and saw the mound of grass where she had been buried. Almost wept seeing the little orange tufts of fur lying on the dirt above her small grave. I guess she had been attacked by an owl/ coyote sometime last night or early this morning. I can't believe it. What a horrible, terrible way to die. For such a sweet and loving cat. My Reba, my baby, my Reba - bittens, my Justin Rebahhh, my babyyyyyyy. :( I will always love you. I promise... never to eat meat again. It's just too cruel. You were preyed on so helplessly... and i will never prey on any helpless animals.. because of you.. you have changed my life forever.

I know why a girl falls in love with a guy who is in prison. First of all we don't spend time judging them. We knew they were not perfect when we met them and we accepted them for who they are not the perfect person they wanted us to think they were. We built a friendship by taking a whole lot of time to get to know them. We gave them enough trust to give them our phone number after several letters not after several drinks. We spent countless days waiting for responses and smiling at jokes and serious things written on paper. We passed photos instead of body fluids and still wanted to send more. We waited months before we decided to meet face to face and met in a public place without having sex. Months and years later we still believe that we can make it even through the toughest times. Why because we passed the test of time and all we have is time. So basically it is because when he was not our boyfriend we fell in love with the laughter, we fell in love with the advice. we fell in love with the smiles, and we fell in love with the friendship before we fell for the person. Yes ladies, my friends willing to do the time with our men. We have something special and that is why a women stands by her man no matter how much time he has left. I love an inmate and would not trade it for any guy who is currently on the outside. Hold your head up high and know that true love can withstand any amount of time. We are all in this together. Thanks for reading sorry it is long.

Hi is this the visitation department? I have questions about visiting. 1. Is there a website where I can view visiting guidelines & dress code? [No.] -What is the dress code. [No tank tops, no shorts, no jeans, no khakis, so see through, no jewelry, etc.] -Can i wear heals? what shoes are not appropriate. [No more than 1 inch.] -can i wear jeans. [No.] 2. Where do most visitors coming from Los Angeles fly to: -airport (code) [Memphis] -city (How far from TCCH). [Batesville] or [Clarksdale] 3. What are the visiting days & hours? [fri,sat,sun: 8:30am-4p.m.] 4. How much money can I bring in? [$30 worth of quarters in ziploc bag] -How many pictures can we take? -How much for taking pictures? -Can i bring more than 30 for pictures? 5. What kind of identification do I need to bring? -How many forms of i.d. [1, drivers license] 6. What items can I bring into the visiting room? -[drivers licence, car keys, $30 qaurters- in ziploc bag]

I have a cat named Reba. Who basically follows me around the house. Well, she's always visiting my room and sitting next to me. I take it as a compliment. Somehow, this cat has found a soulmate in me. We are so different, but we still are so fond of each other. She annoys me in the morning- sometimes. But at the end of the day, I am so grateful for her unconditional love and cuteness.

prison meals-shopping list.

chinese sausage (Siam)
white onion
head of cabbage
bamboo shoots soaked in brine.
sweet and hot sauce (Polar)
hoisin sauce
Sriracha garlic sauce
chili lime shrimp flavor packet/ beef seasoning (instant noodles)
cilantro
soy sauce
grape jelly