I woke up early today and couldn't go back to sleep.
There's just too many things on my mind.

I modified my phone plan last night... it felt good.
Sometimes you need to end things that no longer serve you.

People upset me.
Yes i hide it very well.

My first reaction to betrayal is primal-
I just wanna beat somebody down.
My second reaction is to pure hate.
Its upsetting that someone will be so fucked up to make you feel this way.
I just want to tell them off- but it would only make the situation worse.

So I just gotta let it go.
Knowing that, at least I handled my business well.
Cus all i know is to handle my shit the right way.  Common sense and decency will get you far.
But not everyone you interact with on this planet will understand that.

I wonder why people keep having kids when they don't even take care of the kids they already have?  Well I hope you enjoy the process of having another one that you can't support or give the proper care or attention it needs.  The sad thing is that there won't be a father figure.  But hey, some people are satisfied to make those kind of choices for themselves.  I see cruelty and desperation in your actions.  I feel sorry for you and i don't have to hope but i know you'll get what you deserve. 

As for me... i'm getting better each and every day in each and every way.