Today Jan. 16, 2014-
Last night i had a dream about Sna. We were sitting at a dinner table in someones dreary house and it was dark with dim lighting. No one was paying attention to us. He was across the table from me and we were talking, for the first time in awhile. I looked at him and understood his condition immediately. I told him that i've been struggling with meth for 5 years. He looked at me really sad and told me "that's why my aunt never really introduced us. Becus she was afraid we would use together. " We both looked at each other knowingly, in a way that only two addicts who have been through it would understand each other. It was a strong immediate bond and the impact i felt from that exchange gave me a surge of energy and faith. I woke up with a strong desire to reach out to him- i can only imagine why my soul would bring him to visit me in my dream.
Jan. 14, 2014-
I dreamt i was at some nighttime marathon at a park somewhere on a big expansive hill. Two groups of runners were going opposite directions at the blow of a whistle. I went in the same direction that Anastasia went in. Followed her and rolled it out in the end, winning the marathon, but no one noticed i finished first because everyone was still running the marathon. I looked up at the stars above and started to climb up the bunk up to Wynter's bed. No one was there.
Then in another dream i was on a speedboat with a few celebrities and someone fell asleep at the wheel and the boat crashed hard onto someone's roof and into their bathroom and we all fell into the tub. There was Cameron Diaz, Natalie Portman, and an unrecognizable male.
Jan. 2, 2014-
I dreamt that I saw Peanut and we were on a bus traveling to an unknown destination. The feeling was uneasy and bad and the sun was setting but it felt good to see someone i knew. He seemed really sad. We made a stop and i hopped off real quick to donate some goods to a shelter. I was going to get free workout books but woke up. Poor Peanuthead. :\
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