Grateful.

I feel so good about the progress i am making.  Somehow, all the prayers and hard work i've put into self-improvement are paying off and there seems to be a snowball effect, but magnified.  Magnified in a way that it has never been magnified.  I feel like i've crossed some major thresholds, overcome mental barriers that have not been overcome, being more and feeling more love and abundance and gratitude than ever before.

It must have been my ongoing success at sobriety, and recovery from my drug of choice... i'm almost passing the 2 year mark.  Maybe it is knowing I have not had a drop of alcohol in 4 months- even though I have been in tempting situations.  Knowing that I choose to love myself to say no and to choose what's best for me.  Maybe it's all the healthy green smoothies i'm making from the blentec.  Maybe it's finally living my life with my boyfriend- and seeing the fruition of a 3 year dream come to pass.  It must have been all those early morning walks, releasing my intentions to the world...or those nighttime walks alone- in powerful prayer to the elements, asking for cleansing, peace, and progress.  It must have been the dutiful observance of the moon and her cycles... Finally, my life is becoming so wonderful.  I am stepping out and joining up, signing up, and trying out new things that have a healing, edifying benefit for my mind... Acupuncture, angel readings, manifestation courses, diligent study- daily- practicing and memorizing by heart the laws of the Universe.  Thank you Divine Intelligence, for hearing my conversation to you.  I feel so good and safe knowing that you are listening, and lovingly guiding me to my destiny- and bringing me towards the people, places, oppurtunities, and experiences that are causing me to open up my heart, and to allow myself to receive love.

All these years, I didn't know how to listen to my inner voice.  But now, I am hearing my soul song, and returning to the healthy state of mind that I deserve.  The Universe is so good.  All good.  I am at peace with where i am, now.