near death experience

I just wanted to update you journal on my recent near death experience.  It happened 6 days ago on Thursday.  It shocked me because the day prior i was such a ball of positive energy and I had won the beauty give-away contest, so I was feeling so blessed, but now I continue to see why that experience was a HUGE blessing to me as well.  Now that i've had my car checked- I found out I had a few nails in my rear passenger tire, which caused me to lose tire pressure gradually over the next day, until Thursday- a truly hot day, caused my tire to completely and unexpectedly pop while driving.

I don't feel a need to re-live the experience, but I will admit it was fully traumatizing and turned my world upside down, shaking me all over inside.  I will never be the same, and I more fully appreciate my life.  Which is a gift in itself.  I can honestly say- not only is it a miracle that I am alive still today, but also that I didn't hurt anybody else around me that day.  I don't know why- but the Universe coordinated that event, somehow for the betterment of me.  I know I am always sending out my soulful intentions for the Universe for a happier life, more self-discipline, a more balanced life, to become stronger, for more spiritual growth, and I believe even though this experience was scary- it served a greater purpose.  I'm truly thankful for my angels that are always watching over me... for sure, I felt protected that day, in the highest form possible, they shielded me 100% from harm.  I guess I am TRULY loved.  I am loved THAT much, and it humbles me. 

Overall I know in my heart i'm drawing the events and experiences that I need to step forward in life.  The past month has been such a beautiful blessing.  It took a lot of mental planning and effort on my part, but I have been doing the work on myself.  I've been seeking advice from a mentor, pursuing my education, following my passion for nutrition, signing up for angel courses, delving deeper into the Law of Attraction.  I started reading a book called Because You Can, by Ulrike last Wednesday and it's been such a great addition to my self-improvement practice.  Her writing is so simple, straightforward, and speaks me my mind in such an organized way- I am so happy really.  My life feels 200% more hopeful and positive ever since I've been putting time aside for my own edification, daily.  I'm so grateful for the support of the Universe and everyone around me.  I am finally becoming the powerful person I always knew deep down I was.  Until next time journal. :)