Well
I guess i'm having one of those days again,
where i don't feel good.

I woke up way too early for my visit with Bert.
It was a good one.  People kept coming up to me and complimenting
me on my hair and how "unique" it is.
I just dyed it yesterday so i was happy.
A "special" ed person came up to me and said i look like
Betty Boop & Bride of Chucky. errrrr?  lol
They were so good natured.

What i really want to do is to go catch a movie.
There's so many i haven't seen.
Magic Mike would be at the top of that list.
Can somebody please escort me to watch Channing Tatum
strip down to his underwear on the big screen? *squeals*
I miss my movie theatre buddy.
I realize now how much of a stress-reliever he was for me.
I feel like i have no one to turn to now.

But i should be happy, cuz its my day off
and i have a cute kitty, a good car, and great job, etc.
I just feel like i'm lacking in the consistent-honest-sincere friends department.
The key word being consistent.
Dont get me wrong i do have friends i cherish but not the type
that would come over at the drop of a dime if i felt like
going to eat or going to the mall/movies & other spontaneous.
Also, it would be a plus if they were strong spirited like me,
and didn't smoke cigs, drink alcohol, or smoke weed.
I relish good clean friends who want to have good clean fun,
it's just so much more enjoyable and intimate to me.
I crave the intamacy of close friends.

The process of making plans with people nowadays causes me a bit of stress
cus people are quite flaky, and frankly,
i don't really want to deal with it.
It's like, i'm the type of person that makes plans,
confirms the day before, confirms the morning of, etc, you get the idea.
I really dont mind flakes but i detest the people who dont call to cancel,
or flake at the VERY last minute.  For example: an hour before the aforementioned meeting time.
It shows no respect for my time.
Of course- i can be EXTREMELY understanding...
but when i notice that they do it often, i just completely give up altogether.
I need to meet someone more like ME.
But yes, that was my short rant.
I love you all anyways, i hope you know that,
I just am feeling a bit constricted and in need of a good change.

I should really reach out and take some classes or something.
Eh... i can't wait for Hawaii, just 10 more days.<3