What gets me through this the most is knowing that i am letting him be free to follow his dreams.  He says he can never reach his goals with me and as much as it breaks my heart to know that he truly believes that, what can i do but let him go. I'll always love him even though he broke my heart after all this time.  After all the time, pain, fights, struggle, hopes fears, tears, and heartache... its finally over.  And i cant believe he doesnt love me anymore and is so willing to give up what we have instead of work on it. But... if this will lead to his success and happiness, then goodbye my penguin.  :(