I can honestly say that I am in a really good place right now.
I've really been focusing on eating healthy food and drinking alot of alkalized water. I have also been excercising- focusing on positive action- and celebrating my successful recovery. Today is Day 21. =]

I'm also pretty happy because I'm going back to school shortly-
and i'm confident in keeping my grades high this fall.
Next weekend i'm returning to Big Bear toooo
And i aam sooooo thrilled about it because i have a chance to really connect again with mother nature.
I'm very optimistic about the direction my life is headed.
I've rounded down to a nice group of friends to hang
out with--and I like a boy. He's cute and when we go riding its just
all the adrenaline i need. I feel so blessed--
like the path i have been on was blessed all the way through--
and now I have someone to talk to and look forward to seeing
and i can trust to not steer me wrong- or do me wrong.
Maybe my current optinism is delusional--
but my faith and belief has taken me thus far--
and i have great hope it will not let me down.

I can honestly say i have passions again--
i have things to anticipate-- and appreciate.
I feel so loved by God and creation--
my angels are here and present in my life,
and I too, i'm fully present.
My brothers are watching me in the sky--
protecting and guiding my ascension back to the stars.

In light and love,
T a m m y