I've had the most amazing past two days. I'm seeing someone new and i think he is great. I perceive that we are on the same wavelength and both generally want the same things in life- or at least we're both in a good place mentally and emotionally. We both are on a path which speaks positively about the general direction we want to take in life. It's refreshing to me- it really is. I really like him, and i feel like it has alot to do with the fact that i also perceive that he really likes me. LOL

The other night he picked me up on his motorcycle and we went to Cityw4lk and watched Scott Pilgrim. It was sooo funny, and we had dinner at Wolfgang Pucks. Then we went riding in Hollywood down all of Sunset. I had sooo much fun. I perceived that we were being watched and that i was receiving blessing from my brothers in the sky. I felt so divine. I'm happy because when we hang out its not awkward and i dont feel so strung out on drugs that i can actually have good conversations with someone new- that i actually like. I just really appreciate experiencing the basics again.

Yesterday was even better and more succesfull than the night before. He picked me up and we went ridin on his bike to Santa Monica. It was a beautiful night and we walked around the city at the Prominade and then to the pier. Then we went to have appetizers and bottomless tacos and a huge margarita at the most beautifully decorated Cantina. We got drunk and watched Dinner with Schmucks and i laughed soooo hard. Then he took me home. I had a really good time both nights- needless to say- I love riding with him on his motorcycle.

I've ridden bikes in Vietnam before but riding with someone i like in the states is freakane different. Its exciting, exhilarating, (scary at times LOL), and i realized immensely intimate. You really have to trust the person you're holding- because in a terrifying way that i can blissly ignore- my life is in his hands. Its just so intimate- holding him and pressing my body against his and learning to take the curves and speeds with him. No wonder im dreaming about flying.

Generally- i've had a very good and relaxing past couple of days- my health is improving- and im just really happy about the direction my life is going. I'm proud of myself. My feelings are creating the most amazing new experiences for me. This is crazy. I can really sense the love being sent to me from the skies- healing me. Guiding me back "home".