It terrifies me- letting go. But then again- i know i deserve it. Im just trying to be happy. I have a lot of spiritual groundwork to do. I have unresolved issues from the past i need to let surface, i have psychics to work with to enable me to do the emotional work, and i have Reiki energies i want to integrate. Basically- i have a lot of healing to take place.

If i could just breech the chemical imbalance in my brain...