Life is life again.
The full moon was full the other night- it was gorgeous.
I saw it on my way home from grocery shopping-
burning a pale orange in the sky.
It made me feel so connected and loved by the earth-
I know the moon was a gift from our Heavenly benevolent protectors.
Yesterday I went to a group meeting.
Its nice hearing other addicts share their experiences.
It makes me realize just how much like other people i am-
and reminds me that i'm not the only one struggling with
a chemical addiction. There were lotsa cute boys there. LOL
It gave me hope, really.
Then the drive home was so beutiful- i saw the most breathtaking freeway moun tain views of Pasadena and L.A. The clouds were bright orange
and the sky was pink. It was so amazing- it made it hard to focus on the road. I feel like God has made so much for me and i wanna keep my eyes open to see all these beautiful things. I love the beauty of nature.
I honestly can't wait for tomorrow-
I'm going campingg!!!!!!!!!!
I am extremely optimistic and grateful to be where i'm at now.
I'm focusing on raising my frequency-
doing my emotional clearing-
focusing on the positive and personal gratitude-
and thinking about love.
I really miss my b.f.
He's training and i havent seen him since the night
i walked out.
I'm not even completely sure the way i interpreted the situation was the way it actually happened. But i hope we can move on-
He can't be mad ive been meditating on thoughts of love and sending it his way. I will win this time.
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