Saturday, December 25, 2010

sur real

I have been changing a lot of things. Im staying with Bobby now. He kinda took me under his wing again and welcomed me back into his apartment. I'm really happy about life again. I feel like my life has meaning and purpose again. Its impossible to tell how I feel this way but I feel like the pieces of the puzzle are coming together. Like I can see how all the people and places I've met and experienced were all stepping stones that prepared me for the destiny that I created. Even though I chose a darker road I know this is what I chose to know in order to grow. I feel assured by this because I have been working with the angels and they have been giving me back information through my intuition. Anyways Bobby has been really kind to me. He's been Very respectful too and I have really seen how much he cares about me. He told me ill grow up into a fine young lady. This means so much to me. Anyways, I've been feeling like I gotta make good decisions about who I decide to share my life with. I say I don't want a boyfriend but I realize its obvious to everyone I do. I realize I want a good man to treat me the way I treat the person I love. Anyways I think in the future everyone who wants to get with me has to go through B0bbys first cuhs if the boys dont come correct my big B0bby is gunna COME KNOCKIN.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I cant deny that he has charisma.  Everything i say to him is thought provoking and he is successful at making me think too.  Im feeling it.  .  He set up the room for me and then tucked me into bed and rubbed my back for like an hour.

I felt like a Princess and everytime he praised me I let him know how much it was appreciated .   Just being surprised by the different ways he reciprocates my kindness is super humbling.  On top of that he is from Temple and i know what to expect if we commit and sur up.