Very tired.

Tonight i'm seeping over Thy's house.  We went on a long walk, like we usually do and talked about our lives and shared our thoughts and ideas.  I shared with her my love for looking at the stars.  I compared it to that amazing breath-taking feeling of being on a really good roll.  But there's to comparison to a winter's sky at night, no comparison to the longing it stirs within me- a feeling of nostalgia and a deep desire to go back to the stars.  Anyways, we are going to sleep on the red couches because her room is full of stuff lol.  Marv1n went to a vaping convention today.  It's interesting that i miss him even though it's only been a few hours.  We had fluff ice for the first time yesterday, and it was yummylicious.  I also explored Daiso for the first time, and we went to Santa Anita mall for me to buy 2 new tubes of Mac lipstick.  This morning we went to Marie Calenders... they had a breakfast brunch that was delicious but so full of greasy, fattening and sugary foods.  Then i spent some time with my kitties.  I miss them so much.  I need to figure out what to do about my living arrangement and how to include them in it soon.  I might have to save and move out from my boyfriend's- because i don't want to abandon my cats.  That would not be an option or easy choice for me to make. 

I know i shouldnt blog when im upset but i dont want to forget this horrible feeling that i feel when you treat me bad like this.

I'm not happy with the way you treat me. When i'm upset, you treat it like it's not important and you act like you dont care.  I dont care if i just moved in, it would take me 15 minutes to pack my stuff and leave.  I deserve better.  You're just a jerk whose mad at the world and obviously prioritizes vapefinds over me.