Saturday, November 23, 2013

recording my dreams.

So i'm going to briefly log in my dreams that i've had in the past 4 months, with them properly dated and all.  I have dreams every night, sometimes with many dreams in one night consecutively, but I usually record particularly powerful ones, and i've found it very helpful to re-read old dreams from the past.  I notice that much insight can be gained in the present by re-visiting old dreams from the past, which reveals to me that my dreams can be precognitive.:)

July 16, 2013:  I dreamt my family moved into a new home with a large arched stone entrance in a nice gardened neighborhood.  The dream had an antique, dreamlike old school feel to it.I moved into the backhouse, which was beyond a run-down overgrown backyard garden.  The main house itself was very long, each room had a room leading to another room beyond it.  I walked past the yard which had a long since dried out pool and entered the room in back, my room.  It was still filled with stuff.  It looked like it was still back in time from the furniture, like someone's office from the 1900's.  I felt and vaguely saw the presence of 2 men.  They were just sitting and staring.  I didnt want to move in at all i was so scared of the lingering presences.  The Harry Potter song was playing in that room, like a music box.  It was just very creepy!  Upon waking, i personally do believe that these places and spirits i visit in my sleep are actually actual places- either that existed in time, or in another world/place.


July 26, 2013:  I dreamt i was with Noah in a night class.  Math.  We didn't have our textbooks.  I realized quickly we were really unprepared.  The male teacher was becoming visually and increasingly frustrated with us.  I felt badly.  I accessed Noah's vibration and he was very "off".  I realize that this is something that is common when i dream about him.  He is always off, getting lost, taking off on me, and generally just not physically, emotionally, or mentally present throughout the dream.  I guess viewing him this way can be attributed to his being on a different reality then me in real life- due to his personal hobbies.  I was constantly trying to meet him halfway- just to have normal interactions with him.  Woke up with fresh pain from old wounds i thought had healed.  I guess some pain hurts deeply and your soul will always remember. :(


July 26, 2013:  Recurring dream,  i'm in Hawaii.  There are fireballs falling from the sky.  I run into my house (Hawaii house) and jump into my indoor pool.  The fire flames miss me because i have barely managed to dodge them but submerging into the water.  I swim across to a secret island.  I find a necklace and pearl- treasures!


October 03, 2013:  In this dream i saw Rozelyn (I follow her on youtube).  We wanted strawberries in the dream.  Can't remember anything else but that i was pleased to meet her in my dream.  Her videos really resonate with me.:)
This same night I also dreamed that Marvin cheated on me.  I was really hurt.  Hurt would be an understatement.  The pain of being cheated on for some reason, for myself, is just infinitely more crushing than it would be in real life..somehow.


October 5, 2013:  I dreamt i was at a graduation, being congratulated and all.  These mean girls from my class took some stuff out of my bag.  I somehow remotely viewed it.  I said goodbye, heartfully to some good friends, then ran away from the graduation from being so upset.  I crawled into my private room.
Pt. 2:  I was in a house.  It was so creepy alone and realized it was my room (in the dream, unfamiliar in real life).  There are intricate decorations.  I go to get water outside.  The water machine was dented and there was a puddle of water on the carpet.  Something is just not right.  Then ran back through the crawlspace to my "room".  I peek out and see durianrider outside my room, he has special shoes on.


October 6, 2013:  I dreamt about a boyfriend who i dont know in real life.  I lived with him in a small depressing house.  I opened up his refrigerator and moved aside the pudding to find a hole in the back of the fridge which exposed a hole in the wall hiding a secret room.  There was a ghost girl crawling behind in the next room.  I closed to fridge door, hoping she didn't see me.  I find my boyfriend to tell him and ask him what the heck is going on.  He's white pale, and shaking.  The looks like death.  He is not normal i suddenly realized, he had wrinkly skin, and some kind of disroder/skin-nervouse system condition.  He is trying to talk to me, but he stutters and i can't grasp a word he is saying.

October 11, 2013:  In my dream i was bouncing all over the walls like in a video game.  I felt powerful and in control.  I realize i am not myself, but in the body of someone i used to know in high school, Nick Gaud3nz1.  I'm bouncing around, flying all over the place to cities like Seattle and Frisco... being transported from city to city.


November 14, 2013:  I dreamt i was living in a house with V1ll3nt.  I notify him through wrist check that there are intruders outside that i sensed.  I hand him a metal crowbar.  We head outside.
Pt. Then i am at a school.  The teacher is Lynette.  The classroom was inside a huge laboratory submarine.  Then someone blows up the submarine and there is a huge explosion from the inside.  Many students die.  We are actually in the ocean.  Lynette quickly realizes that the woman assasin who detonated or threw the explosives was an operative fired 5 years ago.  "They"/The powers that be reinstated the woman to kill Lynette.  We agree to make her a stowaway to the airport with us on the next flight home to cali.  I believe the other students are part of my soul class.  Because of Lynette, she was my teacher.

November 20, 2013:  I dreamt i was in a strange house with Torq and an unfamiliar chubby guy.  They were in the process of showing me something when they knocked a lamp down.  I guess Toru was there and he was scared by it and jumped up, clinging to a lamp on the ceiling, which electrocuted him!    I ran up and was shocked to find his body hot, smoking, twisted grotesquely, and hardened by the electocution.  I thought he was dead!  I was veyr upset.  I kept saying I'm so sorry baby!  and massaging and holding him until he appeared to come back to life.  I woke up to a hungry Toru, staring at me.


November 22, 2013: Okay, i dreamt i was living in a house somewhere that looked like Horshoe Canyon Road.  The house was on the right side of the street up a hill.  Jac1nda and a few of my other young cousins were sleeping over, which made me happy, but i decided to go outside and explore while they were sleeping.  It was the middle of the night.  Outside i saw two guys in front of their porch.  Upon closer inspection it was M1cheal Branch!  I try to make myself known but they quickly go back inside.  I look to my right up the street and i see 2 puppies walking up the hlll.  I quickly follow so i can get them safely off the road.  They run off and disappear but i find a third infant puppy laying on the ground, barely moving.  It looked like it was just a few days old!  He was still breathing.  I was happy and excited to take him "home".  On my way back i find a moving truck witht the back cover fully lifted and jumped inside for a rest and to organize my backpack.  I set the puppy down for a second and then a whole bunch of my guy friends step inside the truck too.  I guess i knew them in the dream.  They distracted me for a second and when i looked down at where the puppy was, i couldn't find him!  We looked and when we found the little guy, he had been crushed by someone, possibly myself. :(  He is dead and lifeless.  Then i see a snake come out of the hole on top of a wooden crate.  It is about a foot out of the crate and front its girth i estimated that it was definitely between 4-6 feet long, a giant!  It was a shocking bright blood red color with popped out viscious eyes and fangs snared ready to chomp down.  It appeared already agitated.  I thought quickly, saw a pair of huge garden shear-scissors and grabbed it with my left hand.  In stepping closer, the red giant viciously and quickly bites into my right hand!  I use the scissors to cut him in half from the neck, but it was already too late, he had already pumped venom into my hand.  He had bit me hard, not wanted to let go, even as he was already cut in half by me.  I was in a state of frantic shock, wondering how quickly i had to get help, before the venom circulating inside me now would kill me.  I woke up, considering that to have a dream like this, must be very powerful.  I'll never forget that bright red, fiery hot intensity and agitation of that snake.  Online research revealed that it might be a coral snake.