New Year`s Eve :)

I can`t believe I haven`t written in 6 months .Life has been so good to me . I have not used & I stopped drinking 4 months ago in September & honestly i`m already well on my way to forever . I`m really proud of myself. I learned how to live a healthy life & cope with my stress in better ways than to reach out for drugs.

Nowadays i`m in bed by 7 & up by 6 p.m. I fuccen love it. I love how much sleep i`ve been spoiling myself with. I need it & deserve it. I work 3 days a week and am saving for Vietnam this summer . I moved out and live in Sherman Oaks now. I share a beautiful and cozy home with the kindest, most sweetest woman and her 4 cats who each have a personality of their own . Moving out and into this home was probably the ebst thing that could have happened to me, but it took months of preperation.. but so fuccen worth it . I`m safe here . I don`t party anymore and weekends are spent sleeping or on the phone with Marvin .

Christmas was good .. I got presents for 8 people this year & it made me really happy to think about others and make them happy . The focus of this year was really on me working on myself and striving to be a better woman & daughter & friend . Best of all , i`m well on my way to complete and total well being .. i`m back on my raw smoothies and lifestyle . I love life and i have really embraced transformation and beautiful ideas like compassion, kindness, and loving acceptance . Positive & constructive thinking is a must & I really am inspired to make 2012 the best year ever! :)