yesterday

I woke up and headed to Rosemead early to go to Chi Ut Trai Cay... I got a 12 count carton of champagne mangos and $40 worth of jackfruit!  I'm in tropical fruit heaven. :)
Then I stopped by Real Raw Live for a forever green and my first supershot in months!  I'm going to start on my wheatgrass-e3live kick again. I'm so happy, last night i had the best dream.

In my dream i started out wandering the streets of a ghetto neighborhood.  It felt like I was on Van Nuys Blvd. or some city like Van Nuys or Pacoima.  I felt like I needed to be somewhere safe and inviting.   I walked by a ghetto school and peeked into every classroom.  They were classes for the mentally retarded, each class had students had looked disturbed and there were only about 6 students to each class.  I considered pretending to be mentally retarded just to have a place to go.

I ordered my package from him, approx between $127 .


June 13th or 14, sent him $205 greendot.

dream

spirit dream.

I had a really interactive dream with a spirit last night- it was male.  In my dream I was laying in a dark romantic room in privacy and i remember i had satin sheets\a thin blanket covering me.  I felt a presence enter the room.  It was dark and I couldn't see past my blanket because when he entered he used it to shield me from seeing who he was.  But parts of me could see beyond the blanket and no one was there, but i felt someone right on top of me trying to ride me.  He overpowered me, and he was so much stronger than me, but by no means was he rough with me, even though he definitely was very forceful.  For some reason at the beginning i was shocked to experience this person above me- at first I immediately knew it was an incubi (male demon that tries to have sex with women while they are sleeping), because i've actually had this experience before while i was awake.  It was shocking because he kept going and going, he didn't want to stop.  While i was able to push him back a few times, he was strong enough to assert himself over and over again.  At one point, i just collapsed and gave in, waiting for it to be over.  It's been such a long time since something of this nature has happened to me.  Even though it was a 'dream', i knew that this presence was real.  Upon waking, I can conclude that it was more like a spirit/presence, not a demon.  I never really felt unsafe, i was just confused to who it was.

The other dream was equally powerful.. but i don't really remember it.  I just remember it revolved around a woman, and me trying to protect her,  I wish i could remember the rest, but i cant.