Break-up blog

I'm going to keep this short and sweet because it' 5:20 a.m. and i'm heartbroken.  I'm sitting here in my bed in M.P. thinking about how in a few hours ima be packing  all my stuff and going home to my parents.  Although this is my choice i feel so sad ending it with him.  I had to many hopes, plans, and dreams for us.  We fulfilled so much in the past 3 years.  I  know I am strong, but I feel so upset that our relationship didn't end up the way we'd hoped.  The next few days I really need to focus on me and improve myself for the best.  I've been living for someone else for all these years.  It's time to take care of me.